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I Don't Want 2 Grow Up So Fast Anymore

by Directives

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Moving out to Hollywood Doing what you said you would Wish that I could've followed you But I'm glad to see you followed through On chasing down designer dreams Making life like what you've seen In your mind since you had turned sixteen You wouldn't mind the ones who preach they disbelieve (Oh, and it mattered to me) So you start a chapter all your own Learn to love to live alone And find out what you wanna know About the girl who sings loud and out of key So from here I write to you No I don't work out, this is what I do I sit here in this messy room And I cycle through my memories with you Good to see you're never gone for good You're still the same, I hoped you would not Change a thing about the way that we both love to act strange You have seen what I've seen No one knows better than you About how neither of us need saving Come the time to face the grave We'll close our eyes and lay amazed As we move back to the place where we belong Back to Virginia Back to Virginia We've got the same odd genes, a different face The tides are shifting with the pace But you're keeping us all up to date On the latest fate of the blue-black hate When everything's a shade of grey With the Black and White I love to play Cuz he always knows just what to say And his eyes, they wait for the day they see your face Home away from home is where I am I ate the soap that washed my dirty hands But maybe it ain't really so bad You have seen what I've seen No one knows better than you About how neither of us need saving Come the time to face the grave We'll close our eyes and lay amazed As we move back to the place where we belong We're gonna move back to the place where we belong Back to Virginia Back to Virginia Going home
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"I want a girl with purple eyes I want a girl who won't feel bad When I tell her that I don't get why she cries I'll find her in San Francisco or in another life It doesn't matter much, I'll just go hang out with the guys And we'll get pie and talk about all the things we never had Yeah, we'll get pie and then maybe I won't feel so bad People respect me oh so much more oh so much more when I'm mad" Just keep telling yourself that Just keep telling yourself that I want a girl with green-blue hair I want a girl who doesn't care When I tell her that my main trait is my pride We can laugh about how everyone we dated was a lie And then I'll screw things up Write my will, then keel over and die Mom and Dad I'm gonna make it Mom and Dad I'm gonna make it through this life Mom and Dad I'm gonna make it Mom and Dad I'm gonna make it I'm gonna make it to the light
3.
Every time you cry I die a little inside But that's alright I'm a tough guy But you spend too much time Inside your mind I know he lied Here's my advice: Forget about goodbyes Come catch a ride Never collide There's other guys.. Remember you're not shy! Hey, neither am I Behind those eyes The truth, it lies You can change your life If you try Oh, you can change it with me By your side Oh, it's darkest before the dawn and Your life is about begin And so is mine So this next July Don't forget to write Just one short drive It feels so right To have you by my side x3 So don't forget to write
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You talk a lot of big game for the little that you know It's like your mouth is talking fast but can't keep up with your throat And you've got a long list of reasons, you should quit while you're ahead But you're writing down a longer one Says, "go on instead" Make the call You don't have to You shouldn't walk alone You should stop with excuses You should move on Man your stations There you'll shut Off from what kills us Off by the billions
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I watched the paint as it was running Until the moments chipped away I heard a sudden scream and a door slammed shut and I– don't know where I'm gonna be next year I could be dead next year A second chance is all I ask for I can make this last I swear I saw the house as it was burning I watched you laugh it off then scream Someone you love was in the fire And that someone's name is me So now I'm taking all of my sweet time The words don't have to rhyme I'm learning how to lie Drop the anchor and go to sleep I hope you know that I think I love you More than I think you love me And it's a shame that we're both sick Yeah, we share the same disease It'll tear my body to pieces The blood will stain and you'll believe You'll believe So watch me stand right here in protest Watch me speak with my mouth shut And if you don't know what I'm thinking Well then maybe you never should Just watch me solve all our problems Watch me rip the pages out Of a book that I helped write For series on mental health It's not that bad Just understand We both played a hand x2 So are you listening? I know I'm fucking loud Make up your mind Erase the doubt I'm here, I'm listening Are you listening? I'm here, I'm listening Are you listening?
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Oh, come tomorrow I'll be washed up on the shore And when they identify me I won't be begging no more Loan sharks tore my face apart Owed so much to so many I had mouths to support A mother late to retire A brother coming up short And if I can't breathe Then I don't need to be the one Who knows anything? And I don't believe That this will ever amount To anything at all Loan sharks tore my face apart When you did all you could What's there left to do but die? (You did all you could do now) And you know I never had myself a wife And you know I never had myself the time to Between odd jobs and managing To live in this country On a corporation salary Won't you please help me? Help me get away to someplace Where I can feel as if I'm one with everything And I don't believe (That this will ever amount to anything) x2 And I don't believe in anything at all

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released May 26, 2018

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